#shortnote : politely garang mama

She has a lot of story to be shared with her children. I'm kinda really love to listen to her amazing stories. Maybe it sounds like, duuhh, it was a boring story, you know... But for me, all her stories did give me many pengajaran dan iktibar. Sometimes, when I listen to her story, I gain my strength. A LOT. even it's just a simple story about how she handles many problems of her students CALMLY. She's always said, you must depend a lot to Allah, Doa banyak-banyak, He's always listening. Sometimes we feel stressed and then kita rasa macam nak , kinda like, aaaaaaaa, nak scream kuat-kuat je so satu dunia tahu kita stress, kan...? But, why..? Kenapa kita tak kembali kepada Dia? Kenapa tak merayu pada Dia, minta pada Dia dengan seikhlas hati kita, so that, Dia hilangkan segala rasa gundah gulana kita? Kan..? We have Him, but We don't depend on Him fully and confidently. That's our mistake. Dia yang sampaikan stress pada kita, so why kita nak jerit-jerit macam orang gila tak betul, sedangkan kita boleh minta kat Dia? A big question there..

Then, when we study, do we study because of ALlah? Do we work because of Allah? Life is short. Short. Short. Short. Really short. Jadi, kenapa kita perlu stres lebih-lebih untuk study for exam, sampai nak menangis-nangis tak faham something? Ilmu itu milik Allah. Fizik tu ilmu Allah. Mathematics Calculus tu ilmu Allah. Biology tu ilmu Allah. Ikut Allah-lah mahukan kita faham sesuatu topik atau tak. But, at least, we have to try to understand the ilmu. Kita kena USAHA. ok, USAHA. again, USAHA. Kalau kita usaha, kita dapat pahala. Allah didn't look for the results, but He looks to our efforts.. Kita nak kejar apa sebenarnya? Kebanggan di dunia? Pangkat? Pekerjaan? Kalau kita betul betul percaya pada planning Allah ,kita betul betul depends pada Dia, insyaAllah everything's gonna be okay. Semuanya yang kita buat akan rasa smoooth je macam makan smoothie? Kita akan hadapi apa-apa obstacle dengan relax je, because we know, it's just a part of life, and Allah mahu uji tahap keimanan kita yang sebenarnya. :')

p/s : sorry, ayat manglish , berterabur.

tengah nak recharge balik kekuatan ni untuk final! fighting!